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2005-08-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! I changed blog ( haha, again)
Direct yourself to http://www.rodeocross.blogspot.com

2005-08-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Day.

Sarah got eliminated. America's Next Top Model is so much more entertaining than Manhunt. The guys look gross. LOL. Rebecca collapsed suddenly?! Shocking. I like Naidma.

NDP today. I didn't see Celeste throw the thing la! >=( I only saw her dropping from higher height. Oh well. No one from any contingent fell! Three cheers for them eh. The weather was cooling ;) We panicked for them when it rained. Something super funny happened! Cause we were facing windows. Conversation between us.

Suann : (Looks towards reflection) Eh, the uncle's sweeping the water.
Candice : (Looks towards REAL IMAGE)

She realised after that and we burst out laughing. Why do i have such a retarded friend? Colours presentation after that. I almost laughed on stage! Partly because of Marisse and Suann. I was looking at Marisse and she just doesn't want to look at me la! She looked damn blur and kept staring AT THE FLOOR AND NOT ME! Pfffffft!

Oh, there was this full body check before school. Mrs Tng didn't want to accept my dirty shoes :( So i had to borrow. Luckily, Germaine's shoe size was almost mine! Thank you Wei Lin and Germaine! =D After everything ended, met Alicia, Lizard and the rest on ground floor ( i still had the shoes on, mind you. Was supposed to return!) Waited for Marisse, Jenny. They came then Wei Lin came running to me shouting, SHOES! SHOES! I then realised -_-

I started screaming, they left without me. I didn't inform them anyway. Lol. Met Eve at canteen, waled out with her. So cute. She didn't bring anything to change so she had to wear her band uniform home. So unique x) On the way out, saw the pretty one. AH, MELTS. LOL! Stop teasing me :(

Saw Annabella & Calista on the bus, and thickskin-ly joined them for their outing. Haha. Went to Far East. No PL Lites? Impossible. I'm damn tired. Don't wish to elaborate further. Tee hee.

I skipped tuition.
I can't wait for Thursday.
My rashes are out.
I get to sleep in aircon tonight!

2005-08-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

Charlie And The Chocolate Factory

Watched it with Bro :) He's irritating, cause he said it was boring. It isn't! Guys guys. The factory's magnificent. Everything that can be found inside there can be eaten. Cool baby. Bought danglings. Haha. 3 for 10 bucks. PS is quite boring now :(

I am going to change blog soon. Only the name. But i'll not be posting the name up. Lol. So catch me if you can ;) As for now, i have a hard time thinking of the shit name.

School tomorrow. I want to see Celeste throw the thing! Oh and every year, i'd play this sadistic game with the players - Guessing which contingent would fall first. LOL. I KNOW IT'S MEAN. After that, i would be going home straight (?!) I don't want! Early can or not. I don't want to join the peeps for Sentosa either.

What is wrong with me?

Brother was damn retarded. He opened this Hershey's Dark Choc bar. Slotted in his very own Golden Ticket, he used yellow highlighter as the colour, closed it up nicely. And then he passed it to me -_- Retard.

Week after next, i have three tests. History, Geog, Lit. Geog, Lit on the same day, please pray hard for the souls of 2B2. But you can exclude some, and pray harder for the rest, HAHA KIDDING.

Oh, Festival Of Praise! Almost forgot about it. T'was great! Delirious & Hillsongs =D I lay my life down at your feet, cause you're the only one i need. I turn to you and you are always there ...... ONE WAY! (dang dang dang) JESUS! :D OH, YEAH YEAH YEAH! Hahaha. That song that made my row go madly mad. So i caught almost all the top christian bands already. Sonic Flood, PLANETSHAKERS, Hillsongs, Delirious. Wheeehooo. Synergiz is still the extreme.

I am happy as well as sad. Contradiction? I don't think so. It's just the weightage.

I want to tell you straight in the face that it hurts damn bad when you say those things to me. But the consequence will be like, i'd end up hurting you instead. That doesn't rock. I know you want to be honest with your words and what you say, that's good. But there's a limit to being honest too. It does hurt. And especially right afetr you've hurt me, you can actually come up with a message saying, "Are you okay? You look sad." Please, it's obvious to why i am sad. I know me & her are not cut out for besties, that's why i don't call her as my bestie anymore. SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO ADD SALT IN MY WOUND. Do you know how hard i've been trying to get into her life again. So hard till i broke down during cell. You two can go be best friends alright. With her telling you everything, and you telling her everything. When i ask what happened to either one of you, the answer would be " I am okay. " Come on, so truthful when it comes to breaking my heart and lying through your teeth when i am trying to help. (?!?!) What's this? I can't be close to anyone anymore. No best friends anymore. I'd rather have many good friends than just one best friend. You asked that day "Do you realise that smtg's wrong with me the past few days?" or smtg around that line. Why should i even go and notice?! Your past attitude and answers already puts me off. I do care if you realise. We hardly talk in school now. I don't want to get hurt anymore. Whenever i forgive you, you'd take the chance and come and bang me down again. It's happened a lot of times already. I have feelings, i am human, just the way you are. Can't you just be more sensitive? I know after i post this, not just one will be angry. Leave me alone if it pleases you all. It's just that, i've come to a point where i can't take the things you've shoved me with, and i'm not as strong as last time, not anymore. You have to start all over again to let me regain the trust i had in you previously. Three more months is all we have. It's not a long time but at least, it's sufficient.

It's hard loving you, with all the feelings and emotions mized together. Why weren't things made simpler?

2005-07-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

I have so much to blog about. Like the rest, i won't be blogging often anymore. Eight weeks to End Of Years. How am i going to remember all those stuff? Geog, Hist, Science are practically the killers. Give us the topics soon and you'll be helping us already.

Anyway, went for the finals of School Of Rock today :D Great, superb, marvellous, fantastic, wonderful i tell you! I like Scarlet Sally Smiles' girl lead vocalist. Voice damn strong. Didn't stay for the whole thing though. Missed Zero Infinity and Dathamonga. All the names so cool can or not. I really want Audio Break'Out to win. 3dash1 were great too. Oh, and there was a trumpeter from this group, think it's Sunset Boulevard. Damn cool right, right!

Roamed Junction 8. Bro bought this pants and belt. People were going mad at the Fox sale. I got stepped twice, i stepped on this girl's feet. Heh. The designs were nice but Bro had to rush home :( Today's the last day of sale btw. Bro bought a bag for me. Hoho.

My feet were aching like hell. I was wearing heels :O I was in a skirt too.

Sonic Fest was damn good! If only Planetshakers sang more of their songs. Jump jump jump. Swing swing swing. Scream scream scream. I bought a Sonic Edge tshirt between the interval. Then it was Sonic Flood. They had this song, Dancing Lord or somewhere around that line. Jumped almost throughout the song please! So high. I enjoyed myself totally along side with Special, Fiance, Act cute and Melo :):)

Next up, Festival Of Praise by Hillsongs!

Oh, i failed my Chemistry test, 4. I shouldn't have liquid-ed off my correct answer. That's dumb. The limewater test too. No brainer. I passed Geog surprisingly. Shan Wee here i come. There's Maths and English this week. Then a week of rest! Soon it'll be Cyberweek. Then the one week holidays, then EXAMINATIONS. Go, be scared.

I can't wait for my new phone. I want time to pass damn fast. So soon, exams will be over, i'll get my new phone :D I can't wait for everything to be over. I'll be revamping my room in November. Green & purple. Aircon ( i've been living without it for the past 14 years), new bed, new furniture. Then in December, it'll be my birthday. Hahaha.

I'm thinking way too ahead. Slap me, it's still the first day of August :(

2005-07-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

Firstly, thanks Emeline for changing my blogskin for me. I'm a sucker for that and i better learn.

This whole week's damn enjoyable! Geography test was a total goner, if i don't fail, I WILL LISTEN TO SHAN WEE EVERYDAY. Hahaha, i don't like him. Mark my word, man. And because of him, i only listen to Red Hot Radio and Class 95. The song mix on Perfect Ten is just so weird >:(

There's History Test tomorrow, i haven't studied a thing. BUT I HAVE A FEELING I'LL DO WELL. LOL. Term One, i did well for History, did badly for Geog. Term Two it was Geog that did well, History sucked. When can i ever do well for both!

Racial Harmony on Monday was good :) I wasn't wearing guy's clothes okay, it's a WOMAN'S TOP AND PANTS! Only that it was XL, and that was the only size left. Everyone looked so pretty and handsome. Sherrie was wooooooo. Goodness, she looked like she was going for a ball. I wore Ms Hazelin's necklace. I should have worn heels ;) Went for training too. I think my injury on my knee helps me to better my timing. Cause it slows me down and my timing's not as rush as last time. My wound worsened when i got back. It was still one fun time with them after so long! Everyone changed into their slip ons after training. Rachel claimed my slip ons' white straps looked like bandages.

Tuesday ; Had the horrific Geog test. But i went mad with Julia, Meiyang and Maryanne in the library. THEY ARE SO IRRITATING. THEY WERE DOING ART AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE DOING THE STUPID LIBRARY PROJECT! Give me some justice! Bullies. You all are like Chnay. Hahaha. Applying Lit into my daily life, that's cool. Home with Maryanne, splurged on Edo Sushi and stationeries. Home, ate sushi. slept till 8pm. Did chinese homework until super late, it was so productive i felt damn proud of myself.
HAPPY FANTABULOUS FOURTEEN, NERIZZA THE BULLSHIT BUDDY!

Wednesday was the terror day that made every single soul from Sec 2-3 go mad. The friday weekly shit! Oh my goodness i tell you. I shouldn't even have wasted my time on linking them together. Chinese for 4 hours is hell. Mum was really frustrated with me. She was very close to slapping me. I was also very close to slapping her. Shan't elaborate, ask me directly if you wanna know. Music was fun, we finished on time! Looked at RHD photos from Emeline's blog, were late for English. Got stopped by Ms Hazelin at the staircase. WELL, AT LEAST MY MATES AND I WERE THE EARLIEST OF THE LATEST! =D
HAPPY TWENTIETH BIG OLE BROTHER!

Thursdayyy which is todayyyy. Nothing much happened, Physics was fun. Physics rules! That's what Ms Kang say every lesson -_- We completed 5-6 worksheets in two periods. Whoa. But not as fast as the speed of light that travels 300000000 metres per second. Incident ray and Accident ray, got me laughing la! I will never sleep during her lesson. Got back Physics test, 12/20. Not what i wanted nor expected. I gave away 6 marks. How stupid can i be. Could have gotten my A1 easily :( Ms Kang was freaking lame by saying out the marks the person got instead of her register number. Hope Chemistry will get at least a pass!

Had Maths remedial after school. Before that, went to pass Alicia Tan Pei Xuan Strepsils. She rejected them, how ungrateful! Herh, you don't want, a lot of people want okay! Maths remedial went fine, sat in for training after that, cause i feel really bad for missing so many trainings! I HAVE MISSED 13 PRACTICES OUT OF 40. That's like omg. Four is knee injury, Four is trip to Perth, Two is fever. Three i think i ponned =/ For tests and homework la. I'm sucha bad kid. My attendance suck this year. I better go for trainings now on even when i'm sick. Sec ones attendance is FULL. They have NEVER missed any training! Omgomg. What kind of senior am i! Ugh.

Watched Teacher's Day Auditions. Had the privilege! So we know all the items already. Heh heh. Was entertaining, something really caught our eyes. Disgusting disgusting. On the way out of school, i met Eileen & Waiyin. Walked out with them. At the bus stop, saw the band girls. Maryanne and Eve :DD Maryanne screamed upon seeing me, the excited scream. Bussed home. Lent my phone to this girl, some band person, she insisted on paying me 10 cents! We made a lot of noise in the bus. Saw Sherrie in her mum's car! We all waved like crazy.

Roamed Heartland, wasted money on Eight Days. The shop at the bus stop doesn't sell New Paper on weekdays! :( Nvm, 7 eleven from now on then.

History for now!

>> Nerizza, i hope you'll read this, i am really sorry i can't make it for your celebration. I have this compulsory NYAA thing at my old kindergarten. After that i have Maths tuition which i can't change the time. Sorry a million times, i'll get you something. Cross my heart.

(( Demolition Lovers ;My Chemical Romance ))

2005-07-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Good morning. Its 0003am & i'm currently mugging my ass off my doing Chinese. Called Emeline just now and i had a really nice conversation with her cos she kept making me laugh. She's one lucky ass cos she's not going to school tomorrow. I'm in awe at her Cold Sores. Cos she said her doctor said that cold sore developes by kissing, sharing of utensils, food & drinks. So, yeah. Which one do you all think it is :)

Going to do maths after Chinese. I'm sucha hardworking girl. There's school tomorrow! Will be able to see The Pretty Girl. Am very excited, tsk. Wish me luck that she doesn't abuse me. Kidding. Anyway, do any of you like my new template? Emeline's credits. Its pretty, ain't it? The song at the column by the side are lyrics from Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance. Its a good song. Oh, go listen to Class 95 too! Their love songs can make you tear. Goodness.

Anyway, off to sleep soon, i hope. Theres school for me tomorrow. Unlike some people. (Points to Emeline & Julia) TSK. I'm damn jealous.

And btw, go listen to This Is The New Shit by Marilyn Manson. I think the song's cool.

Bable bable, bitch bitch.
Rable rable, party party,
Sex, sex, sex. Don't forget the violence. ;)

I love Emeline & I think Eve is too pretty for words.
G'night readers.

2005-07-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

Blog blog blog! This is gonna be a long post =D Update on the one whole week? I reckon that this is the most shit week of my whole Sec Two year. Last Friday, i had a fever running up to 40.2 degrees. I thought i was going to die. Okay, obviously i recovered. Nuff said. Got my father worrying like there wasn't a Saturday.

On Sunday, i wore a girly tee and pants, heels, carried a handbag to church. Mum was on cloud nine. I told my father that it was because of my super high fever that made me wear that outfit. So blame that fever for making me go mad.

MONDAY AH MONDAY. I was late for school ( not quite ) but on the dot! Took a cab to school. When i reached school, i was in a cheery mood, CHEERY. Cause i wasn't that late. I then happily walked over this drain that wasn't supported very carefully, so my left feet sinked into the drain, and my knee fell onto the ground. Not flat ground please, the ROAD TYPE OF GROUND. I never saw so much blood before. EVERYONE TURNED BACK AND STARED. I heard laughters okay! Stupid 3c2. Delia helped. The first aiders of my class helped. Mr Yeo bandaged my wound. Wrong move i tell you. Hahaha.

And so, i walked to the hall, limping. I am still limping by the way.

Tuesday was the terror day. Loads of people didn't come to school. Five? Four from my clique please. Almost everyone said Ruiyi and i spreaded the germs to them :( Was also the PhyChem test day. It went alright for me. My answers were so tyco. You see, at first, i couldn't do my Physics component, the whole open ended part, and i was quite tired SO I SLEPT. When i woke up, i could remember all the answers to the questions la! Hahaha, you should try it too! Lol.

I don't know what happened on Wednesday.

Thursday! Had Lit test, shouldn't even have studied for it la. It was passage based. Went okay for me. I want to get 19 and above. It's upon 25. My expectation isn't high. It's the competition in class that makes me have such expectation. Mrs Stubbins was nice to give us extra 5 minutes. It really helped! Father fetched me after school and i went to the doctors. He left. Doctor said my wound was infected. Everyone stared at my bloody wound in the clinic and gave me a disgusted look -_- Bus home. Stupid bus driver. He closed the door on my bag! Hello. I can't walk properly and you close the door so fast. He said sorry. Okay, maybe he didn't see it. This girl boarded the bus, i thought i knew her so i stared for a while, she stared back for a while too. Then after a few seconds, i realised i didn't know her, so i looked away and smirked. (?!) Madness.

Today! I didn't go to school. I DID NOT PON SCHOOL. I could not walk when i woke up today. As i said, it's swollen and infected so yeah. Mum gave me the green light to not go to school. I shouldn't have stayed up to do the compo. I wanna re do it anyway. Wasn't awake when i was writing it. I miss school. Home is so boring, trust me. Even the internet is.

There's TPBC tomorrow =D my leg should be well enough to walk i guess. Those kids better not go and touch it. This entry is not quite too long lehz. I like My Chemical Romance's Helena. Call me slow. But they're quite scary. The MTV that is. Makes my hair stand.

I wanna thank some people. Priscilla and Charlene plus Rui Special! For four days, they have been enduring my screams, squeezes, KICKING, awful singing. They clean my wound everyday please. And it's damn pain, my screams wake up every single sick person in the sick bay. Sorry! To not think about the pain, i have to sing. Credits go to Ruiyi for this cause she sings with me =D Enduring the pain is worse than giving birth. The stupid gauze sticks to my skin and they have to peel it off, WITH MY SKIN. Ugh, a big big thank you to the three of you! LOVE LOVE LOVE! My lifesavers and wound maintainers*

I like Backstreet Boys alot. Their songs that is. Im so bored i went to download all their songs. Nsync also. HAHAHA. ALL THE BOYBANDS. If you're wondering why no Westlife, that's cause i have most of their songs already.

2005-07-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

So i have a bloody fever now. I thought it was only cough but it got worse i guess. I didn't know i had it running till i was down for recess. How dumb. Cause my face was hotter than a firestarter! Hahaha. Akon and Baby Bash :D

They chased me home. I wanted to stay. But had bad experiences before so i made a wise choice and went home. Rested in the sick bay. Thanks for all the concern and well wishes! I will get well soon. Maybe i'm too stressed. Maths test tmr. Not going to school. Explained to Ms Chew. So i'll take 5 tests next week. Chem, Phy, Lit, Geog, Maths. Carissa's worse so i shouldn't complain. Well, she has pneumonia ( OMG ) and her lungs are deflated! Sheesh man. She's absent for quite long. Though im not that close to her, i'm still worried. Still friends what!

Went to the doctor's, she's so rude. My temperature was 39.7. No wonder i was so hot.

Anyway, Kwan agreed to do my new layout already! Just have to find the correct pictures for her. She's so nice. Been giving Alicia morning calls. I almost didn't call today. At least i have the responsibility, i don't want to be late for school! Stupid jumping jacks.

Just did the Combi Survey for next year. Pure Lit, Elective Geog, Combined PhyBio, Add Maths. Had an extra choice! History! So cute. They did not have it for the past years. Only this year. We're are much smarter that's why! I was talking about Combi ytd to Regina. Asked her everything, and so surprisingly, THE SURVEY CAME OUT TODAY. Hhaha. Coincidental? Not coincidental?

My throat hurts like nobody's business. Torture. I can't laugh or sing properly. That suck.

2005-07-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

What's the point of really having a clique? WHY is it even called A Clique? All you do is just sit together during every recess & eat? Wth, is that called a clique? I mean, we try to organize "clique" outings & only 4 or 5 turn up? What's the point. I mean, i don't really give any shit about this. No one even seems to care and yet, some of us are so proud that we have one of the biggest "clique" in school? Is it why we stay together, just for the face? When some of us don't even care about outings & all.

Ripped it off Emeline's. I've blogged about this before. I told you all once that i wanted to leave the clique. Now? It's happening to another. Can you all see what's the problem? And it's giving us so many problems. Everytime we organize clique outings, not even half turns up. Giving reasons, some are totally absurd. We do have to work on this. If you want our clique to survive that is, if not goodbye.

Go read Emeline's blog, you'll get emotional and it'll trigger your thoughts. For all you know, you might have the same problem. I cried. And if her entry was a compo on Friends / Clique, she would score freaking high. She wrote so much, my eyes went crossed.

Never knowing, we're shocking but we're nothing.
Jack Johnson ah.

Touched up on the Archer banner. With Ann Na & Nerizza! :D All you Archer girls, shame on you please. LOL. But, we had fun :D The art pieces are beyond description. You should go see it for yourself then you'll understand.

London won the bid. VERY IRRITATING LEH. ON CHANNEL 8'S NEWS. AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. I know they won already! Once is enough! I wanted Paris though. I thought Paris would win! Four votes eh! FOUR. JUST BY FOUR THEY LOST. Okay, first page of Straits Times tomorrow. I won't be surprised if we have to read articles of them for English. Since Ner's class is already doing it.

Maths test on Friday. I can just go and cry. Not that i'm not prepared, but simultaneous is SO SCREWED! Trigo and Pythagoras are okay :) I won't fail this time.

I'm having an effing bad sore throat and that explains the cough. I think it's cause of all the talks i've been having at night. HAHAHA. Well, it's always better when we're together.

Alright, i'll be back to update somemore. Friday, after Maths test!

2005-07-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

OH I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT THIS.
LLEYTON HEWITT LOST TO ROGER FEDERER IN STRAIGHT SETS! I am really upset over that cause the last set was wasted. 6-6 leh! But Roger Federer won in the end, 7-6. I wanted Hewitt to win so he could continue fighting on! Sigh. Marat Safin's out already, long ago. Now Hewitt. I want the final to be Roger Federer against Andy Roddick. Will be a superb match.

AND FOR THE GIRL'S SIDE. Omg. Maria Sharapova against Venus Williams. No news update on it?! Sheesh kebabs man. Tomorrow's papers! Or is it today? I am so very tired so goodbye.

I'll be there for you, these five words i swear to you.
I want to thank God for Jon Bon Jovi.

2005-07-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Alicia's house. Cool stuff i tell you all! Sang songs with all of them. ( Lizard, Eunice, Vicky, Marisse and a little of Hannah. All the sappy love ballads and everyone got emo. Oldies, i'm not a sucker for that alright! Quite professional i must say :D All the little secrets we shared. It's a happy day and i thank God for the weather! Haha. Out of point.

I want to talk to Alicia Tan Pei Xuan NOW. Roarrr.

Today's a great day. But morning got me worrying like shit. Didn't set the alarm because i slept at 3 last night and was too sleepy to do anything. Luckily i woke up at 630! Oh my. Went down at 645. Some guy stole my cab, actually not, but he went infront of me, the stupid platform. I CAME EARLIER, SUCKER. Almost late for school. On the dot. Cabbed with Cerlyn, she paid quite alot. At least more than me, hoho. Thank you very much!

Mum just made me very pissed. She keeps comparing to Brother. Stop it please, i have feelings. And thank you, cause you made me cry. Stupid brother, so you think you're very great. Why are you always like that? The look on your face is so smug you bet i can slap you right away. But whatever, i do love him still. Everyone say awwwww.

Morning assembly was so so funny! Nothing beats sitting with Eve, Maryanne & Julia. And Tessa Tan! Her very nice song. Why no 2,3,4 already?! I was looking forward to it eh! Had this Milo van in celebration of Youth Day. However, Candice wasn't quite Candice as she only took one cup. Lol. I would take more than that leh! But i was undergoing too much pressure. Chinese test you see. It was fine! I really hope i get like 30? Upon 50. Thanks for the hints, Jane, Melo & Anna :D It helped!

After that t'was Youth Celebration. Quite okay la, i expected more though. Ms Congeniality was so so. But i really thought Jeanne would win! @)(#*(@*#! I am still very cracked up at that question posed to her. Do you believe in make up? " No, i believe in face paint ( points to her face ) HAHAHA. LAUGH!

Yeah, and after that had lunch with Alicia, Lizard & Eunice. I got to know so many things today. So scary. Training tomorrow at 8-11. Then outing with Kim! : DDDDDD ALOT LIKE LOVE. We both waited real long for that mind you. Candice is a busy girl. Smirks.

Overall, the week's been pretty fine. First week of school. Still, i can feel the pressure and everything coming to me. Maths, Geog tests already scheduled. All the late nights being repeated. Well, i'm dead serious about doing well this term, and show those results to those teachers in their faces, not forgetting my parents.

Sentosa on Monday, i don't know whether should i go. Contemplating again. Well, i can catch up on my rest as well as revision for Maths and stuff like that.

Tell me why, ain't nothing but a heartache.

2005-06-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

ROAR. I AM SO PISSED AND ANGRY WITH PERFECT TEN. COME ON LA, I USED TO STAY UP EVERY NIGHT WITH CARRIE CHONG. OR RATHER SHE'S LIKE MY MOTIVATION FOR ME TO MUG MY TESTS. NOW? GRACE CHUA. AND JAMIE YEO? WHERE IS SHE. A LEAST DANIEL ONG'S AT A REASONABLE TIME SLOT THIS TIME. Okay, i shall study in the afternoon then cause there's him! I am damn sad still.

CARRRRRRRIEEEE CHONGGGG.
WHERE ARE YOU! :(

Candice is sad.

2005-06-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

San Antonio Spurs won Detroit Pistons! WOOOOOOHOOOO.
Final Game 81-74!

I don't have a thing for Basketball but anyhow, it was on Channel 23 so watched. Not bad man! I like Ginobili :) Hahahaha. I think TayShaun Prince from Detroit Pistons also quite cool. They're doing the prize presentation now, repeat baby.

And now the sad thing, i think Rafael Nadal is deproving already, or rather he isn't doing well on grass courts. And that makes me damn sad cause i can't see good matches anymore. Looking damn forward to Wimbledon Finals! WHOOOPEE. Marat Safin :D Andy Roddick :D YAY, YAY!

Alicia's party later on, convinced parents :D Father's coming to fetch at 1130. Hahaha. Abit too late. But yeeehaaa! Can see brother! :DDDDD Meeting up with Julia Fiance later on.

Anyways, i've been a very good girl doing homework lately so that explains why i don't have the mood to blog. Or i'm just lazy. Bleargh. And talking on MSN has been good stuff recently!

Smsing My Love is the best =D The words she use is already enough to melt me, much more her actions. Supposed to go with her to watch Alot Like Love, but she's tired so we skipped it :(

Okay, let's see what i'm left for hmwk.
Lit Character Study! ( finished Summary :D )
MATHS OH MATHS. I don't know how to do.
ART YUCK ( I should have started with it )
Book Review ( Read finish the book alr =DD )
And the detestable Chinese book that everyone hates.

Quite little already okay! First time i'm being so serious about holiday hmwk. So teachers, be happy! Candice is a changed person!

July 12 :( don't talk to me on that day, or rather at night 8 onwards. Cause Good Charlotte my favourite band will be performing at the Indoor Stadium and i can't go. It's on a school day. @)$*@*#(@&#*(@ !!!! Good Charlotte, can change your concert's date for Candice & Su? :(

Su & Brother, please cheer up the both of you. It sure hurts to see y'all suffering from insomnia. School's starting soon so brace up! Feel free to message if anything yes! =D

2005-06-20T11:43:00.000+08:00

MY LOVVEEEEYY LOVEEYYY LOVEE!!

You're coming backkkkk today. Early early morning, omg. I am sooo happpppy :) YOU'RE BBAAACCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I hope you had lots of fun there. I miss you muchmuchmuch okay. I've got hawt stuffs to tell you. YAYYYYEEEEYYYYYYYY.

I'll msg you :)
LOVE YOU BABY. >.<

2005-06-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

MY ABSOLUTE LOVE >.<

I miss you alot. :) I hope you're having fun over at Perth now. I can't message you. The weather is freezing there, hope you're taking good care of yourself. Wearing more layers of clothes. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I MISS YOU LIKE SDKFJHSDKLFHKFHDKSF. Hurry come back. I still need you to pigggy back meeeeeee. I found some HAWT STUFFS :DDDDD

Alrights. Take care my baby :]
I'll come back to blog for you sooooon.

I LOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!

My oh my

2005-06-12T02:44:00.000+08:00

I feel oh-so reluctant to leave for Perth.

So many of you made my day, so many. There's Alicia, Emeline, Eve, Marisse, Kristle, Elizabeth Lie Mei Yan, MY LOVE KIMBRRLEY. I am lost for words. Like i didn't expect all the sweet things coming out from all of you. This is when Msn is useful. LOL. I simply melted.

Let's talk about My Love, she gave me two testimonials, countless messages on her blog, and she keeps going on and on about how she will miss me and how much she loves me.

& I say " I love you My Absolute Love " >.<>
YAYE (: I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU BABY!!! >.<>

There's more but our convo's really long. So yeah, if you're thinking whether she's my gf, SHE IS NOT SO SCRAM. We're just too close to be true, go ahead and turn green with envy =D Kristle The Kiam Siap Pok gave me A REALLY REALLY sweet sms. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. AND HONEY! Though we didn't talk much and all, you surprised me before you went offline. She did something super sweet too, she brought me this granola bar ( not fattening ) and CUP NOODLES ( LOL ) plus a hand written letter, and delivered it to my door step. Thanks Honey dear.

Lord, i live to worship you :] says:
Boo :] im off to slp already. Takecare in Perth okay? MUSTMUST! I'll miss you so much, i'll die missing you & ill rise alive again, but realised you're gone & die missing you all over again & the cycle repeats over &amp;amp; over & over & over & over.. yeah you get the picture. ill miss you damnlot :] Yepp. Remember to eat my granola bar, Honey. Okay? Just wanna tell you, though we've not been talking & all.

Lord, i live to worship you :] says:
you're always residing in my HEART, forever & ever.
I love you baby :] -hugs.

I really have to thank God for such friends. They're the reason why i can smile ear to ear everyday. They're really sweet. Damn. All the smses, messages online totally swept me off my feet. I love every single one of you.

Hehaho. It's three in the wee morning now. but i can't seem to sleep and i don't want to. I'll be bringing my phone along to Perth, so you all can still message. In fact, PLEASE MESSAGE ALL YOU WANT BECAUSE I'LL BE REALLY BORED OVER THERE. Messages please. And i will reply them of course. If i manage to get the Overseas Card :D Hopefully. So yeah, i'll be awaiting all of your messages! Good week everyone.

Till then! The 20th. Touch down :D

2005-06-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

I am on cloud nine now!

Alicia said I AM HOT! LOL. That's the reason why she always look at me in the eyes when we see each other in school. Hahaha. Silly girl. That's what she always, always calls me >:( Am i really that silly! She is so captivating. HAHAHAHA. You are hot also my dear, honestly.

And and and, i saw My Love today! =D ( i actually forgot to blog about this, =/ ) Damn happy hokay. During break time! I wanted to hug you, but i was sweaty and smelly so i refrained myself. Hahaha. And just now, we were talking about HOT STUFF! HAHHAA. About someone being damn compatible with another someone. And someone being DAMN HOT. Omg, i am damn high now, and i don't think i can sleep. Can go to her blog if yoou want to fish for somemore info ;)

And i was saying " WHEN WILL I EVER BE HOT! "
She said " WHEN WILL WE BE HAWT STUFF! "

Lol, my dear ah, funniest please. Another nice talk i have we have. You're the ultimate sweet thang in my life, and you really do melt me sometimes with the things you say on your blog. No doubt i'll miss you when i leave for Perth. :( And now, you're offline, when i want to talk to you so badly. Hurr. MYYYYYYY LOVEEEEEEEEE.

2005-06-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

Friends, let's go and find the Time thing now.
At the crematorium :D

Hahaha. If you watched the last episode of Ch8 9pm show, you'll understand. Show was great. LIKE DAMN NICE. The plot's really cute and all. I would like to see the repeat (: Seriously, 9pm shows are great. Getting so great!

Training was alright. Just that i wasn't on form. This time, i really tried VERY VERY hard to get back on form, but i couldn't & ended up getting more tired. Reason why, i slept at 3 plus last night and woke up at 630am. I WAS THE EARLIEST FOR TRAINING! YAY.

Went Macs with the Mad-with-Yaoi idiots :D
Jillian, Charms, Jyue. They're madder than mad. But anyhow, i'm mad also, so it was FAB FUN with them! Their friend came. Joked about this person Lemon. I do not know who the hell is that, but i would like to know. Heh. Bus home with Charms. Talked about certain stuff. Can't remember but it's good stuff! HAHA. Yeah, i guess that's all. Great day.

Home, bathed, slept in the aircon room. Woke up at 530 to watch the show, then the 700 show. I love Ch8 lah please. My entertainment provider.

Uh huh. So my trip's all confirmed. Leaving for Perth on the 12th. Coming back on the 20th. Temp's eleven degrees. I'm gonna die of cold in a foreign country. I only have t-shirts. Simply wonderful! Perfect holiday. And i can't sms there. Or should i buy the card thing. Then can sms :D Considering the fact that Bro ain't going and i'd be the OLDEST there, in terms of children. Lonely shit. I better rmb to bring all my chargers. If not i can bang my head again.

Okay, so byebye. I'll try to blog over there as well :D Staying at my parents' friend's house. Hopefully i can log in. Till then! And please rejoice if you see me online.

2005-06-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG.

RAFAEL NADAL IS WORLD NUMBER ONE NOW! OH MY OH MY. TOTALLY SHOCKED. Didn't expect it leh. Cause he only won one Grand Slam recently. Haiya, i don't get it. Maybe i'll go read the article again :D But, i'm damn damn damn happy for him! HE'S NINETEEN AND HE'S WORLD NUMBER ONE!!!! Think Federer's Number Two.

Okay enough is enough, shut up Candice.

Guess what. Still remember a few posts ago, i blogged about this guy who called me on my cell and claimed he was my best friend back in kindergarten? HE SMSED ME TODAY. OH BLOODY HELL. Damn him. I have proof. In my mobile. Here's it. His name is Stephen -_-

"It's me my love ur best of all best fren remember the other I CALLED YOU AND YOU HANG UP That's when i started beating around the bush. "

"No matter wad you will always be ma best fren..I'm ur best of all best fren the one you wit now it's the fake me i'm gonna kill the fake me best fren wahaha."

"Marry me, marry me marry me ... YOU ARE THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS IN MY HEART I BELIVE."

What i have to say, firstly, you really have bad english. I don't condemn those who have bad english but you use that to irritate me so it's really irritating. And i hate pranks la. Report you to police ah! I have both your numbers you know & that's stupid enough. And i reckon, stupid people do stupid stuff =D

Training was like training today. Hahaha. Do i make sense? We played matches & everyone was totally not used to it. Everything went well for me. Was bushed after that. So didn't go Grapevine with the peeps. Sorry people. Too many to name and i'm tired. Hahaha. Tuition, something really annoying happened. Don't want to elaborate. Ask MARYANNE if you want to know. Heh.

Rest day tmrw! Pizza hut with Maryanne as promised =) Quickly book me people before i leave for Perth on the 12th. Will be bringing along work as well, holiday homework that is. Burrrrrrrrrrrgh. As in, i'd be bringing along to PIZZA HUT NOT PERTH. LOL.

2005-06-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

baby girl, you make me feel
you know you make me feel so real
i love you more than sex appeal
cause you're that-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl.

Oooh, this my shit, this my shit.
let me hear you say, this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S.

Hahahaha. Random lyrics from the songs i love.
I really love those lines.
I can sing for you if you don't mind ;)

2005-06-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

HALF AN HOUR AGO, I WAS HYPERVENTILATING. I WAS SCREAMING LIKE SOME MAD KID AND I WOKE MY MOTHER UP WHO WAS SLEEPING. HAHAHA. So cute.

RAFAEL NADAL WON THE FRENCH OPEN!
OH MAN OH MAN. I'M REALLY HAPPY, THAT EXPLAINS THE CAPS. Here's the score. 6-7, 6-3, 6-1, 7-5 or 6-5. LOL. Not too sure about the last set, can't remember. Well, i must say Mariano Puerta's shots WERE FANTASTICALLY SUPERB. MAN, ONE HELL OF A MATCH. I can watch the match over & over again without getting bored.

He's so pretty & handsome :) He kinda have a woman's features. So adorable. And seems like he doesn't have a gf! Hahahaha. Buy me a ticket and fly me to Spain now! Oh oh oh, one more thing, even the KING OF SPAIN CAME TO SUPPORT HIM. SO DID THE QUEEN. So cool. Imagining President Nathan coming to watch my match. Haha!

Alrightey, off to bed. Training tmr.
G'night World :)

don't question my love for Rafael Nadal, cause i really love him alot. okay, i think it's just pure adoration but it has since became love. HAHAHHAHA. so random so random. so you get the picture? i love RAFAEL NADAL ALOT LA :D YEEEEEEEEEEEEEHA.

2005-06-04T14:34:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY NINETEEN YEAR OLD HEART THROB, RAFAEL NADAL.

I was the happiest human being alive last night at 3 plus. Stayed up to watch the showdown between Rafael Nadal & Roger Federer. Oh man, t'was great. My heart throb won the World Number One! :D That made me really really happy. 6-3, 4-6, 6-3, 6-4. Now, he must must win the French Open! The match was delayed due to the rain, praise the Lord! It was suppta start at 7pm la, wth. But i was out with Mum, so couldn't see. LUCKILY IT WAS DELAYED. SEEEEE, GOD'S HELPING ME! But it started at around 1230am. Hahahah. Heng ah, still awake.

Both played absolutely good tennis. Federer's drop shots were the most superb. Nadal was the cutest when he tried the drop shots. Lmao, so cute so cute. He rarely does it you see. I would like to see him one day. I want to see the repeat of the match! Why? Cause i wasn't paying much attention. Was friggin tired. Skipped the last set, watched bits of it only. Hurrr. I love tennis, and i love Rafael Nadal =)

030605, met up with Mum for dinner and WINDOW shopping. Wanted Cafe Cartel but the queue was so long until it went out of the shopping centre. So settled for Pasta Mania. Mum kept complaining cause she hated the amount of cheese that was in my Lasagne. Hahahah. She then told me when my bro was young, they brought him to Pizza Hut, and when my mum smelled the cheese, SHE WAS SICK FOR THREE DAYS. HAHAHHA. Mummy, you're so funny la.

Walked around Plaza Sing, wanted many boardshorts, she said no to all of them. Complaining it's too gordy. @*(*&#&@*#^@*& I'll go back with my bro another time.

I wanted the Esprit tote bag. Lol, the famous one. HAHAHHAHA. THEN MUM SAID TO ME, you carry the handbag i bought for you first, then i'll buy the tote bag for you. Fine la. Pfft. Shopped for cushions, mrt to Kovan, Dad fetched :)

Spaghetti & Pizza for dinner later. Cousins, Auntie, Uncle, Grandma all coming over. I don't like my cousins. Hahhaah. All boys, give me a girl!

2005-06-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

Okay, i've made a resolution. & only myself knows. Totally great. Goodbye.

My haircut is horrendous, the ulcer i'm having IS THE MOST PAINFUL EVER. Haircut's bloody short, it is really really downright short this time. The hairdresser most prolly misunderstood me. I JUST SAID CUT A BIT SHORTER THAN WHAT SHE CUT. She then happily went to snip MY FRINGE & BACK OFF. I even had to stop her -_-" like can you please imagine what if i didn't stop her. Rah, worst haircut ever. My back! My fringe! Bye bye!

Okay, my ulcer. I can't smile. When i brush my teeth, the mint sensation would sink into my ulcer. OMG. PAIN LIKE SHIT! Every morning since last saturday? Feel it baby. And btw, the ulcer's damn near my lips.

This totally dampens my mood for tmr. Wth alright. How to go town in this state. I shouldn't have brought you to the hairdresser's, hair :( I'm so sorry. Blame the hairdresser. No more hairbands till this shit grows on my head. So byebye to hairbands as well. Why? Cauue y'all make my hair even more spiky and it looks shorter, so byebye, period only okay.

HAHAHAHAHAA. I'M TALKING TO MY HAIR AND HAIRBANDS. QUIET MOMENT YES! HAHAHAA X) I'm really sad now, so cheer me up by giving some of your hair to me. Donations anyone? Silky ones preferred. Hahahahah. I'm damn high now. I don't know why.

Alright, updates on trianing today! :D

omgomgomg. This is by far the worst Primary School trg i've ever had. But it's to the good side. As you know, i've not been trg that often, so as a result, these young kids squeezed the life outta me! For the first time in my life, i am really tired. Secondary was quite slack. Hahaha. They really know how to brighten my training up! :D Had a real good laughter early in the morning, well, ENGLISH ERROR MADE BY ME. HAHA. I forgot about it actually, but it's really funny! Hehehe. Home after all these.

YEEEEEEHA ;D
From now one, it's a new life ahead, with the whole clique ELEVEN * :) Let's stay tgt as one and be one of school's largest clique :D HEH HEH.

Some words can't be said here, feelings too. No penning down anymore. GET OUT OF MY LIFE. I wonder when will it ever happen. Will hate make the process faster? I wish i had the ability of reading minds. Appreciation, tell me, you do practise that. No, that will never happen cause only questioning, comparing lies in you.

* There's no room for negotiation anymore.
Cause i was made a spare tyre, all along.
All's said, everything's done, i've given up.

Trying to get out of a type of situation that i totally detest but i can't yet i'm trying hard. I am gonna change for the better from now on, like totally change. Have a nice day everyone.

2005-05-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

Maths & Science Funtasia.

HAHA. FUN LA FUN LA. I still cannot get over the part where they didn't allow me to change prizes
-_- Claudine, thanks so much. You're so upright. I forgot that you're the subsitute for Ms Gan who's in Kun Ming. Smacks.

Sherrie was my oh so beloved partner through out this thang :) the funniest was during the bouncing ball thing please. You so rock. AND EVE, THANK YOU FOR THROWING THE DAMN HARD BALL ON MY NECK. IT'S ACHING NOW.
((*$&(*#($)#$;@*&#*&((#&@)*#@(^&@!!!
SHE BIT MY EAR AS WELL. According to her, it's nibble not bite. Whatever Eve, it still hurts :( say sorry! Okayy, Sherrie's colourblind ( HAHA ) during the Lompos thingy. Hahaha.

Shirley Koh Yi Fang was our leader. Hahaha. I bet you had fun taking us, considering we're the cutest class ever :D She was being so whiny, cause she was really bored. Heh. You had fun talking to me right! Never say thank you. YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR MANNERS :D

Had dinner with Jan & Hui Ru at Pizza Hut. Lol la. She argued for 25% discount. Staff what. Luckily we got it, if not we would have to go wash dishes. Quite fun leh. Bet they would remember us for life. And not let us eat there ever again.

Home after that.

Quarter day training tmr. Tell you a secret, i've not been training for almost a month! And now you want me to train for so long :( Primary & Secondary. Starting at 8. Ends about 3 maybe? Uh huh. Then it'll be fitness with Rui. Hope i'll lose lotsa weight by then! :)

2005-05-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

I want the Samuel & Kevin High Cut shoes. Quite cheap for a pair of shoes. $29. Bro said the material isn't that good. But nevermind, i still like. The shirts are going for two for $20. I wanted. Sale eh. Bro didn't like so didn't get. But he wanted to get em for me. I like the Fox t-shirt, Bro wanted to buy for me, i didn't want.

THANK YOU JOSEPH HO MING LOONG.
I LOVE YOU ALOT, NOT BECAUSE YOU HAVE $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
BUT BECAUSE YOU'RE MY ONLY BROEE *
I APPRECIATE YOU PLENTY.

I'll go back and get them using my ways & means.
Smirks.

2005-05-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

My answer to what you've said,
Neither do i.

If i'm not wrong, the entry should be towards me.

2005-05-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hey Candice :) I'm bored. I went through great pains to find your user & password. Hahaha. Well, smart me. I've found out.

I haven't blogged for you for this account before. So, HELLO :D
Lalala. Why aren't you online? Stupid question.

I'm sianned. Save me. Save me. Jumps. Hops. Skips. Seriously, that's how bored I really am.
Cheerup about your results okay :) Work harder in term 3! I'm sure alot of other people will be working harder with you. Esp ME. Hahaha. Sigh. Okay la. I've got nthg much to say already. So byebye. Tc & see you soon I hope. WHEE.

God must have spent a little more time on you *

2005-05-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

Results

It has taken a toll on me. A real big one. Again, i'm dealt with a heavy blow. Tears, tears, tears. I'm the last in class. 240 outta 300 odd. What now. Ms Hazelin said with this kinda results, i would most prolly go to a C class next year. I don't really mind but my parents do. ESP MY MUM. SHE SAYS I WOULD HAVE NO FUTURE. -_- i don't know, i don't know. Help anyone?

I'm gonna take next term real seriously. If you see me in the library alone, don't ask why. From next term onwards, i'm going to be a regular customer of the library's :D i've gotta improve. I do want my Lit class. I do want to be with my friends. And for that, i'm going to work hard for them :) I promise. I want my incentives too. The handphone i need badly. December 18, I'm waiting. Till then, studies ranked first.

Hmm, i don't intend to go for Midnight Affair next Tuesday. We'll see how it goes.

Went out with Mother to eat ytd. Luckily i agreed, cause according to her, it was "Eat with Family" day. Haha. She gave me two choices, Heartland & J8. Oh my goodness, luckily i chose Heartland. I don't know what had gotten into me. But on normal days, i would choose J8. My instinct told me that i would see someone i know there. Ack.

On many occasions, i've wanted to sms you. But i didn't have ample courage. Screw me. I remember the days where we smsed everyday. And i even stopped smsing others just to have enough smses for you. I called them instead. Now that i've stopped everything, i can see the joy of smsing others and not just limit my smses for you. I wonder how you are now despite all the things you've done to hurt me. If you think it's that easy to forget, you're wrong. Not everyone is like you, to forgive & forget that easily. Take a step back, and think of others as well.

I realise i contradict alot. I love you yet i hate you.

Huizhen is still the cutest thing on earth! Just had a convo online with her.
I wanna be inside your heaven * - ME.
hz. - Huizhen la duh. ( Lol )

hz. says:
eh! your results good?

I wanna be inside your heaven * says:
no, last in class.

hz. says:
oh! last in class still good! ;)

I wanna be inside your heaven * says:
WTH

hz. says:
what.... why you so vulgar!

hz. says:
ok ok... sorry! i dont ask you anymore okay?

hz. says:
bye.

HAHHAHA. GOODNESS. -FAINTS.
LAST IN CLASS STILL GOOD!
Too cute to be true.
Seems like my vulgarness scared her away :(

2005-05-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Oh my love, you really need to know that you are my Once In A Lifetime. My oh my, there's nothing going to stop cause we are a Once In A Lifetime. People say that love can't be that strong, you might just believe them. We can show you, we can prove them wrong *

Gareth Gates always makes me cry. His songs are really heartbreaking. Why, why, why. You heartbreaker. OH, AND I ONCE CRIED UPON SEEING THE MTV FOR ERR, I FORGOT WHAT'S THE SONG ALR. Haa, but he was on this mountain and everything. It's smth about leaving, the first line. HAHHAHA. I JUST REMEMBERED, IT'S SAY IT ISN'T SO LA. LOL.

Alright, so Carrie Underwood won :) Luckily i'm not much of a fan of Bo Bice, if not i'd go mad. It happened during Season 2. HAHA. The Clay Aiken & Ruben Studdard one. I totally love the song she sang. Inside your heaven. Pretty nice eh.

Kranji War Memorial & Hydoponics today.

T'was crap. The guide made it so draggy. It's like the first time i hate a guide so much? He went on & on & on like there's no tomorrow. Ms Goh forced us to listen la? Okay, firstly, i wanted to sleep badly. And no one wanted to listen. ARGH. NEVERMIND, SINCE I MAGNANIMOUS, I WILL FORGIVE & FORGIVE. That i can, but some stuff i can't.

On a whole, the experience was nice. We had free KangKong & Baby tomatoes. Good stuff good stuff. Lol. Saw the late Benjamin Sheare's grave. And many others who died during the war. Solemn solemn. Then i went up to sing for the class :D the bus that is. I prolly think that they enjoy listening to me rather than the guide though i'm torturing their ears. Haha. Right? I SANG TONG HUA & ONLY ONE. HAHAHA.

Changi Airport tomorrow.
Last day of school.
Saturday- Meet The Parents session, Sherrie's cell ( I PROMISED HER LAST WEEK ) Yeah. so Saturday would be rather packed. Ack.

2005-05-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Sungei Buloh trip :)

Was quite okay. It's nice leh. Hahaha. So enriching. For once, i'm close to nature :) pats own back. Heh. Sungei Buloh's near JB so journey to there was about an hour or sth. Haha. I did something SO wonderful on the way there and back. I SLEPT. YES. ON THE WAY THERE, I SLEPT THROUGHOUT. SAME WHEN WE CAME BACK PLEASE. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. I still can't believe i did it. I like my group leader :) He's a little gay though. Handsome ass. Ear RINGS. Haha.

The food there is how expensive. My fave drink was going for $2.90 :( okay. So tmr's trip to the Battlefield & Hydroponics farm. Sleep on the bus again! I WANT THE YELLOW ONE CAUSE IT'S REALLY DAMN HIGH CLASS! :D

Okay, so the clique's all messed up now. Tell y'all what, I LEAVE FIRST. Isn't that good, i'll take the first step. No one is to leave with me. I'll be the wandering soul from now on. And get to know all the other cliques :) till then, the eleven *

My heart weighs like a thousand pounds now. For once, i do not know how to get out of anything. Friendships ; Studies ; Family. For studies, it's all crap. My Geog got happily pulled down to a C5. It should have been an A2 btw. It's really heartbreaking. And so many friendships are bungled up. Not one, not two, i don't even know how many. I wonder how did things even became to what it's like now. Is it my words? I can't blame you. Cause it isn't fair at all. You do care. What about the smses then. Are you too busy to send them. You claim you're busy. BUT ARE YOU REALLY BUSY TO THE POINT WHERE YOU FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE EXCEPT WHEN OUR DAY COMES? Then the sms will pop out? Give me answers, will you.

Everything's so fucked up now. Yes, so fucked up, until i have to use the word. And i wanna cry cause i believe crying is the best way. I don't open up to anyone that easily. Okay, family problems. As in the REAL FAMILY. LOL. Father being the problem. Yes. So, up to you to figure and let your imaginations run wild *

Midnight affair at Safra next Tuesday. I don't dare to ask my parents. Hahaha. HOW. I want to go :( If they find out there's alcohol involved, i am gonna get grounded for don't know how many months la. Julia! Faster send me the "invitation". Hahahha.

Meeting Momsie after school tmr :) WOOOOHOOO.

OH OH OH. Training days all out already. Damn it.
But actually, timing's delicious. Lol.
Monday - 2-5.30
Wednesday - 8.11.30am
Friday - 8-11.30am

I'm lovin' it. But that means more scoldings from MrKim. Ugh. BUT SEC FOURS ARE COMING BACK! BEAMS :D

2005-05-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

Spent most of my time with my Dearest Momsie today :)

Went to meet her at Macs at 12. Supposed to be 1130. She couldn't make it that early. LOL. OKAY LA, I WOULD BE A LITTLE LATE IF IT WAS 11.30 TOO. Thank You for the cds, darling :) Not forgetting the STARBURST :D Plus the letter. Yep, so ate. Then started on Geog and she did her CHINESE ( YUCK ) Gave her tingxie after that. I HATE TINGXIES FOREVER. HAHA. GAVE HER LIKE A HUNDRED. Chinese, go and die.

Left for Plaza Sing. OMG. GOES MAD OVER THAT PLACE. Flash & Splash, Pmk, NIKE, FleshImp all there now? I bought a shirt from Pmk ( LOL ) S is too small. M is quite big. I bought the M. I must fold my shirt and tuck in? If not i'd look like a bung / active / whatever. Oh and please don't ask anymore if you do see this. I am label-less. I do not have a label. Like what Nerizza said, labels are only meant for cans, bottles, not people. Thank you :D I just like to wear act cool shirts and clothes. Hahaha.

We went our separate ways after that :( Mom to her CHINESE tuition, me home.
Had tuition after that. HAHA. CHINESE! YUCK YUCK YUCK. I can't wait not to have it in Jc. That's if i pass. Wait long long, Candice.

School starts the same time tmr :( brainless me mixed up maths workshop with FUNTASIA. Like how stupid is that. And Funtasia is next tuesday, 31st may. Sorry Momsie, have to push forward our Madagascar date :(

Alright, that's all. Kinda rushed up entry. Cause it's 11.40 now and i need to go to bed. If not i will be going to do 100 jumping jacks again. Dang. I already did 200 of them. And i don't ever wish to do it ever again. Goodbye.

2005-05-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

Stayed up for the Arsenal / Man U match.
Got my heart pumping. Arsenal won. On 5-4 penalty win. T'was 0-0 before that. UGH. Man United seriously should have won. They deserved two goals please. One saved by Lehmann, the other Fredrik Ljungberg's HEAD. LUCK THEY HAVE. Shit stuff. I really wanted Man U to win. Paul Scholes missed the goal. Keeper saved. RAH. It feels kinda shit. Imagine you being Paul Scholes, all your team mates scored except you. The feeling sucks cause i felt it before. So Paul Scholes, i understand how you feel. Thank you.

Alright. SHOPPING SPREEEEE. Yeeeeha :D
Bought a tee, undergarment, jeans. Yes, i'm a satisfied 13 year old kid. And i am also a bad kid. Ack. CAUSE I SPENT MY MUM'S MONEY LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS DAMN IT. SLAP ME.

Okay, i am tired. Goodnight.
I just made history by blogging two times today.
Cause i believe i never ever did that, at all.
HIP HIP HOORRRRAAAAYYYYY!

2005-05-21T14:31:00.000+08:00

It's a chilly Saturday afternoon & I'm lovin' it.
BA LA BA BA BA.

Shall update about yesterday :)

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Started off the day, meeting Eileen at 635. I WAS LATE, LOL. Supposed to meet her at 625. Woke up at 610. Rushed rushed rushed. Jolyn fetched me, Eileen, Ruiyi. HER CAR'S DAMN FRIGGIN COOL! Honda Odyssey. Oh my oh my. SFW somemore. SUPER NEW! Could smell the typical new car smell. Ah. I'm obssesed with cars recently. DOES ANYONE HAVE A LEXUS RX300? PLEASE GIVE ME A RIDE IN IT :D Reached Ecp at 725+ WE SETTED OFF AT 9. WTH. Everyone was moaning & groaning. Ah, doing all sorts of negative stuff la. The oh so great competitors threw us all their bags. And we had to cover 2.5km with those heavy bags. I had FIVE alright! Including mine. Julia, it's your loss la. Who said that i won't carry? You're very nice but saying i won't carry for you. THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE COMMENT.

So we walked to the finishing point. WALKED. Act cool P6'S & SEC ONES RAN. We were shouting and screaming our asses off at them. Lol. After the race ended & all, t'was a long talk by Mrs Lee. Expected. Followed by prize presentation.

ARCHER WAS HOUSE CHAMPION! HOW COOL IS THAT :D THIS YEAR IS OUR YEAR PLEASE. Double champs. Including Sports Day. Let's repeat history next year! Win cheering competition as well eh :D

After that, Mrs Ho led in prayer. Wasn't that solemn after all. AFTER SHE SAID JOG-A-JOG. LOL. Everyone bursted out. Inevitable right? That day, Ms gan said through PA system, JOG-A-WALK. Hahaha. Funny people. Dismissal after the prayer :)

Met up with Eme, Eve, Maryanne :) CALLED a cab to fetch us cause it was obvious that it was impossible to get a cab there. SMART RIGHT. When we got one, everyone was like " EH, HOW DID THEY GOT THE CAB " I read their minds :) We were looking oh so smug in the cosy cab. Went over to Big splash area. THE DAMN KAYAK SHOP WASN'T EVEN OPENED. Waited for abt 2 hours till 2pm. Gave up. But during the 2 hours, i had GREAT fun! Eve was just plain mad. She pushed me into the sea la. Then we both carried Emeline and threw her into the sea. She was struggling real badly. Heck. Lied on the sand, suntanned. Now, my nose and cheeks are badly burnt. Redddddd. Archerrrr. LOL. THAT WAS SO RANDOM. So my whole face is red now, my specs is red, cheeks red, lips red, nose red. WOW. SO BLOODY RED. Lol.

Slept, sang, listened to music after all the fun. The wind was wooooo. Super shiok. Bathed at Big Splash's toilet. Then walked to Parkway. Omg. The journey was how disgusting. We had to walk throught this ultra super duper muddy infested area. Is like once you step, you would sink further into the mud. My tolerance level was @)($*(*)&$*&*&#*&^#*&^&# HIGH. Walked for awhile. Couldn't stand the whole thing. SO I RAN. TRUST ME, MY WHOLE SLIPPER & FEET HAD EXTRA INGREDIENTS LTR ON - THE MUD & GRASS. Ugh. Disgusting shittt. Anyhow, it was a nice experience. At least, we're prepared for next week's Sungei Buloh trip :D I think it is worse over there. Lol. Nevertheless, Candice is prepared for the worst.

Reached Parkway. Okay, it's like infested with Tkgs people. That place belongs to them la ;) so yeah, they ate Pasta Mania. I sat there, watching them. Didn't want to eat. OH. WE BOUGHT HANDI PENS! :D thank God for Eve who had such sharp eyes :) Walked around, window shopping. Hee hee. That adidas shirt VERY NICE. Bro would love it. It's $79 buckaroos though. Though i have enough money, but it's for my digicam =/ i feel bad la. It would look freaking nice on him :( MONEY MONEY MONEY, DROP FROM HEAVEN! *Prays.

Went home after that. Took bus 76. Saw bus 15. Brought back memories straight away. Dang. Reached home and stuff. Changed clothes. Rushed down to meet Mother at City Hall. ( I seemed to be rushing alot yesterday, from morning till night, lol ) Ate dinner. Then swam. YES, I SWAM, IN A SWIMMING COSTUME. Just picture me in it, i look gross. My fats were so visible, so were my muscles ;) Swam 20 laps. Dipped into Jacuzzi. SUPER REFRESHING. Hot & nice. Bathed. Left SRC. Mum forced me to pick between Starbucks & Cafe Cartel. Chose the latter :) Our drink came after 30 mins. Brilliant. Bought bread at Breadtalk ( duh ) LOL. Mrt-ed home. I was standing and sleeping. I almost fell. Cause my hand slipped the handrail. Guessed my palm was sweaty. Ugh. I saw the woman TRYING VERY HARD NOT TO LAUGH. Just laugh la, okay. Pfft. I was dead beat. Took bus. SLEPT AGAIN. Since i was on the outter side, I almost fell onto the ground. Again, i saw a woman laughing silently. ARGH. BUT IT ISNT THE SAME WOMAN LA. Haha. Walked home. My eyes were only half opened. Home, I COLLAPSED INFRONT OF THE TV AND SLEPT. LOL. About 1230, i switched places to the sofa and continued my sleep. Woke at 2. Walked up, changed clothes, AND SLEPT ON THE BED. HAHAHA. I was fking tired la. I still am :( You go walk 2.5 km and swim 20 laps of 50m then come tell me whether will you be tired or not.

I've been blogging this shit thang since 2.31PM. LOL. Time is 4 now. Haha. Slow. I rested just now, ate lunch too. Shopping spree ltr on by courtesy of Mum :) WHOOPIE. But i'm tired so won't enjoy that much. Ack. I'll go nap for a while :) HAPPY READING MY LONG LONG POST!

Oh yeah, before i forget.

HAPPY 14TH, DEAREST BUTTY! :D
MY DEAREST BUTTY IS SUANN.
HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU.
All's said in the msg, my dear.
I'm sorry for not giving you a present.
Sad to say, you'll only receive it on Tuesday. Hoho.

2005-05-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

Just saw Term Two results on oh-so-freaking-retarded PTS. Marks are not not nice. Well, only one is. HAHAHAHA. GEOGRAPHYYYYY. Okay, let me elaborate! Last term, i failed, FAILED MY GEOG. 40 SMTH. I GOT AN A2 THIS TERM! 73.3. Ugh. Can't y'all give me the A1 I deserve? Lol. And my english! *&*@&!&(#&(&!*#&&#(*! 64.5. Come on please, i want my 0.5 mark to get B3 :( I didn't fail Science this term! CHEEERS. But, i failed HCL & MATHEMATICS. Lmao. I am sad. My History which i expected an A2 from, i got a C5 instead. Stomps.

Next term, i WILL do well for both History & Geog. I WILL get a B4/B3 for Science. I WILL NOT fail HCL OR MATHS. HCL & MATHS TO BE A B4/3. I WLL get an A2 for English (: I know all these are possible. Cause i believe I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Nothing is gonna make me falter next term. I WILL BE 10-20 IN CLASS :D

Well, this more or less marks the end of this term. The most UNOFFICIAL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL PLEASE. So not fun. Tmr's Walk-A-Jog. I don't know whether to be happy or what.

OMG. WTF. SOME GUY JUST CALLED ME. AND HE WANTED TO TALK TO SOME GIRL. TOLD HIM HE CALLED THE WRONG NUMBER. THIS WAS WHAT HE SAID. OUR CONVO.

The guy " How can this be the wrong number? Tell me why it's wrong. "
Me " Err, cause it's wrong? "
The guy " Don't lie, you angry with me is it? "
Me " WTH. YOU GOT THE WRONG NUMBER. "
They guy " You forget me is it? That time when we were in the same kindergarten, we were best friends and you said you'll never forget me. "

I WAS LAUGHING LIKE SOME MAD ASS. LOL. I WAS NEVER NEVER BEST FRIENDS WITH A GUY. DAMN FUNNY! GROSS LEH. I STOPPED THE CONVO OF COURSE. HE CALLED BACK THREE TIMES ALR. DON'T KNOW WHETHER IS IT HIM. But i didn't answer. I think it's a prank. Might be Bro's friend. HAHAHA. He had an indian accent? But it sounded so fake. Like he was overdoing the accent. Lol. I am traumatised right now.

Okay, back to Walk-A-Jog. After that, it'll be kayaking! With Eme, Eve, Maryanne :) Maryanne has her thingy. Ugh. I hate it. She can't be wet. Cry people cry! Hhahaha. Maryanne, you don't mind right? For publishing that your thing came. HAHA.

Today, packed whole table. Brought home everything. Everyone seemed to dash off after the bell rang? ='( I was damn sad, casue for the first time, i couldn't find anyone to go home with me. SAD ALRIGHT. Went to canteen, hoping to find someone. Found Vanessa and the rest but they had the prayer thing. Then just as i was leaving, Vivian asked me whether i wanted to play ball, I WAS VERY HAPPY LA? Haha. Played with Ting ting first :) Then the almighty stupid netballers came to THRASH US. Fine la! So not cool please. Lol. We all stinked after that.

Went Macs with MOMSIE, Delia, Ting ting mei mei & Vivian :) Gave them TingXie. Since their O'S is coming. Haha. Yeah, other than that, we joked, laughed as if the whole Macs belonged to us. Tee hee hee. It was great being with them :) :) :)

Home. Went PTS straight away. Saw my horrendous marks. Almost cried but held back the tears. I AM STRONG ;) Watched 9pm ch8 show. I LIKE EH. The storyline so cute. Life after death is so stupid. What dream tax. LOL. 10 MILLION FOR ONE MINUTE IN YOUR LOVED ONE DREAMS? HAHA. Kinda ridiculous. Then i received the stupid call from the guy. Shivers. I am currently in love with Chinese sentimentals :) AND I LOVE LONELY NO MORE. By Rob Thomas. I think he's sexayyyy ;) I want his cd! Since heard many good comments about it. But then again, i have to think VERY carefully. Saving up for Digicam what. Rah. My sonyyyy :( I wish my birthday's this month. AND NOT THE LAST MONTH OF THE YEAR. Ack.

Anw, about the phonecall, it's not the first time receiving it leh. HAHAHA. Oh my, i'm too irresistable, guys have to resort to calling me. HAHA. SLAP ME SOMEONE. I'm getting the trauma alr. Just now, when my hp rang, i hesitated to answer? For fear it'll be that guy. Gosh. AHHH. I NEED A PSYCHOLOGIST. TO CALM ME DOWN.

Lonely No More

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

2005-05-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

PSP is uber shiok & cool to the max. AHHH. GOES HYSTERICAL. Can store pictures, play games, listen to music and watch videos! $455 only. Great catch. Why didn't you come out before the Ipod Mini? :( I would have gotten you instead alright. Go here to see it - http://www.sony.com.sg/psp/index.html?page=sonyhomebanner :D

I'm considering a digicam. And hell no, my parents ain't gonna sponsor anything. I want the Sony Cybershot DSC-T33. But memory is only 180 shots & i have to buy extra memory :( $100! Maybe i should make my mother pay for that. Tee hee hee. Planned everything alr. I should be able to get it in the middle of December. One week before my birthday! :D And if you people wanna help, just donate $1 each :D LOLS. My allowance isn't alot okay. And i'm not going to eat for the sake of the camera. Can lose weight too! Killing two birds with one stone :)

OH OH OH. And about birthday presents, i can't spend too much on them. LOL. SORRY FRIENDS. No more nice & expensive ones. Just cheap & ugly ones. Hahaha. For the sake of the camera, people! Woooohooo. June & July is the BOMB MONTH. ERGH, why are so many many people born in those two months :( Oh man, gonna get scolded by parents. They hate me to buy birthday presents. LOL. What's wrong! I buy for y'all too. OH AND ON MOTHER'S DAY, MY MUM SCOLDED ME FOR WASTING MONEY ON HER. HEHE. This month is also a bomb month actually, cause i have THREE MOTHERS. One real, two fake.

I hate birthdays that are during school days. Cause mine isn't :( Holiday season yeah. I don't get alot of celebrations & presents either. Sad okay! The only people i spend my birthday with is the Pingpongers :) CAUSE I HAVE TRAINING ON MY BIRTHDAY -_- Suann said she's gonna buy me a cake :D Thanks dearie. I appreciate loads. Apparently, that was supposed to be a SURPRISE. But she told me unknowingly. Hahaha. Silly ain't it.

Getting Levi's Square Cut jeans soon, when Mum gets her bonus =D Hope i like the cutting and all. YAY YAY YAY. Cause she forbidded me to go for the China trip :( so the only thing i can gain from that is a SHOPPING SPREE :D i pity my bro, really. Anyway, going to Perth for holiday during June Hols' :) Surfing stuff here i come! Uh huh, now you know why i must pay for the camera? That's cause my mother is paying for all these things. THANK YOU MOTHER :D

Okay, i heard the stupidest thing on Friday. That i need to run for Walk-A-Jog. ROFLMAO. I GOT 16 MINUTES FOR 2.4 MIND YOU. Weetarded like anything. I'm so not going to run. Heh heh. Bio on friday was damn slack too! I mean DAMN SLACK. Because i was sick, i had the liberty to sleep :D So right after I sorted my file, i collapsed on the table. Woke up, then saw everyone's heads on the table so i went back to sleep. LAUGH OUT LOUD. Poor Mrs Han. Talking about being sick, my nose was practically on the verge of tearing apart. It's that bad. I used dont know how many packets of tissue. Cause my nose was running like _@#*)(#(@!&(#&(!&@(*!@&&!*@(*!@(&@&!*. Wiped out the whole class's tissue, haha. Sneezed like a mad dog. Over 20 times or smth. Can't remember but it was THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE DAY.

Think it was the after effect of Thursday's thing. I did something SUPER EMBARRASSING. On Thursday, i woke up ultra late. 7 am. So rushed. Got down at 720. Flagged gazillion cabs and none stopped for me. This carried on until 735. Mind you, it was raining. So i was drenched from top to toe. COLD PLEASE. Then at 735, still no cab so went opposite, got a cab straight away. I should have done that, damn it! In the cab, i was shivering. Reached school at 740. Caught by prefects. Here comes the embarrassing part. I HAD TO DO HUNDRED JUMPING JACKS. Cool rule they've set huh. And according to them, i was the stupidest late comer. Cause everyone stopped after they did a few. I did continuously -_- Clever Candice. My legs were all wobbly after that. Even the Discipline Mistress laughed at me. Bleargh. She never saw someone as tired as me before. And no, it isn't Ms Gan. I don't know her surname. I couldn't climb the four levels of steps after that. Had school bag on me! Got to class, maths quiz right away. I didn't even have time to rest or revise. Got all answers wrong. I should fail this. If i don't, it's a miracle.

When everything is finally on the right track, Maths has to be the one that pulls me down. Grumbles. Oh and i found out that if i do well for History, i can't do well at the same time for Geog, or vice-versa. Last term, History got an A2 and Geog with a C6 / C5. Now it's Geog an A2 and History, a B4 maybe. UGH. BUT I MADE TREMENDOUS IMPROVEMENT RIGHT! HEEEEHEEE. C6 TO AN A2 HOKAY. The papers were easier i guess. Everyone did very well. So now, the question is, SHOULD I TAKE PURE GEOG OR PURE LIT! GRAHHHHHH. Advise me Sec Threes & Fours. I love Lit but my marks aren't consistent, high & low. As for Geog, i don't quite like it but it's easy to score. Ergh, Like 30 of the class wants to take Geog and the other five Lit, LOL PLEASE. But Sherrie wants to take Lit! :):):) I should quit thinking about this, better get Maths on track first. If not i can't even choose my combi! I'm aiming for 3A2. Everyone is. High competition. Rah. Slap me, is that expectation too high?

This is hereby my longest entry ever. Blogged for an hour already. Hoho. CME test next week, I must get an A this time! I got a B last year please. No morals? It can't be :(

Took Neos with Anna, Calista & Suann today. Nice nice nice. My tongue almost touched Anna's! Omg. I would prolly scream if i did. That's the disadvantage of having long tongues. But nevermind, since i enjoy licking people! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAA ;D I like using this word alot. Heh. Suann went home after that. Had an hour plus talk with Anna & Calista. Talked about all our lives and stuff like that. WE DID NOT GOSSIP, WE JUST TALKED ABOUT PEOPLE AND DISCUSSED THEIR CHARACTERS :) Walked Calista to Macs, her father fetchedd her. Anna & I went to bus interchange to take bus of course. LIKE DUH. LOL. More talking on the bus! Oh, the bus driver forgot to close the back door and the bus was moving. Lmao. Screamed for the uncle to shut the door, got stares from passengers. HELLO. I SAVED YOUR LIVES! Oh, maybe they were thinking "Wah, this girl so brave, must write letter to her school to commend her" HAHAHAHA X) T'was home after that.

2005-05-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

I swear by my life that this season's Amazing Race is one of the best i've ever seen :)

UCHENNA & JOYCE WON. WOO HOO =D T'was one hell of a race gurranteed. This season's like the most exciting or whatsoever. I didnt check results online and no one told me :D Luckily Rob & Amber didnt win it please. Stupid selfish people. I was like going to cry or smth when Uchenna & Joyce couldnt take the same flight as Rob & Amber. THUMBS UP TO THE PILOT WHO AGREED TO LET THEM BOARD IN THE END :D WHOOPIE.

And oh man, that most retarded taxi driver. You could have just let them go in first right, still force them to pay the taxi fare. TSK. Yours is just $50 but theirs is $100,000,000 damn it. If Rob & Amber went pass them just because of you, you're gonna get blamed by everyone, you stupid man. As for Ron & Kelly, i think they broke up alr i guess. Ugh, Ron's not ready to make a commitment and get married you see but Kelly is all set and ready to walk down that aisle. Sad thang ain't it. Kelly said they are going to go different paths? :( how sad is it huh. They kept quarrelling during the race. Burgh, sad case.

Nevertheless, it was super touching. Yeah la, couldnt escape the tears. The testimonial given by Uchenna & Joyce were :):):):):) so sweeeeeeeeeet. Actually, up till now, i dont know whether Uchenna is the girl or guy. LOL. I heard Joyce was the guy the other time? HAHAHA.

Alright, entertainment's over for you, Candice Ho. You've got a maths quiz tmr & if you dont ace it, Ms Chew will be very very disappointed in you, and you will fail your avg. So, get your hands off the comp now & revise your simultaneous equations.

LOL, THAT WAS MY CONSCIENCE. MY CONSCIENCE'S PRICKING ME :( AFTER TMR, CAN PARTAYYYYYY :D CAN PLAY CRAZY TAXI UNTIL I GO CRAZY. CHEEEEEEERS. I LIKE IT THIS WAY, EVERYBODY DOES.

FIGHT ON SEC FOURS! IT WILL SOON BE OVER, FRET NOT! JUST COME TO ME IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO AIGHT. I WILL BE MOST WILLING :)

2005-05-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

NO SCHOOL TMR. YAY. SLEEP LATE LATE. ACTUALLY, I'M TIRED. CAN'T PARTYY ): LOL. OH, RMB I SAID I DREAMT THAT I GOT 16/20 FOR BIO? IT HELL DIDN'T COME TRUE. I GOT 12 HALF INSTEAD. MAYBE I GOT 16 FOR CHEM BIO COMBINED? HAA. HIGH ARGUMENT INSIDE COMPUTER LAB ONE TODAY. INVOLVED A THINK-SHE'S-SO-CORRECT TEACHER, TWO STUDENTS & A STUPID TEST. SHAN'T ELABORATE. SINCE IT'S STUPID & IT'S A WASTE OF TIME, REALLY.

Shut me up now please. Rah. That incident was so -- forget it. OKAY OKAY, IT'S A MUST TO BLOG ABOUT THIS THING THAT HAPPENED IN THE MORNING. LOL. CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME & NESSA.

Vanessa : Eh, why didn't you go school ytd.
Me : Oh, i had rashes. ( some noises )
Vanessa : ANOREXIC?

Followed by lotsa & LOADS of laughter. Claps. Candice Ho Ming Zhen is ANOREXIC :D So funny i tell you. Like how on earth could Nessa hear it as " IM ANOREXIC "? Hilarious friend i've got here.

School was fine today, had chinese oral. Pretty okay, im prouda myself. Hee hee. Got to know who my angel was. I KNEW IT LA FOR GOD'S SAKE. Guess was absolutely correct. Heh. Yeah, school was quite monotonous during the periods. AFTER SCHOOL WAS BORING. Another thing to be proub of, i waited for Maryanne Tan for hmm, three hours? :D call me nice. Received a number of comments alr :D Reason being, we were supposed to go to Compass Pt. Haha, super boring, that place. Ugh, got ear studs anw (: (: while waiting for her, I made new friends! LOL. So many, too bored you see.

Sec Ones are quite okay to me. They're nice people, okay some of them maybe? I LIKE MOP! HAHAHA. And her best friend, Charlene Yong. Lmao. It's really DAMN funny. Not forgetting Eugenice for doing all the stupid poses. No wonder she never gets bored, can go infront of mirror to get her self entertainment what. Hahaha. Delvina and her shrieky screams that blast my eardrums but still, she entertains me. Hmm, at least they proof Sec Ones aren't so bad afterall :)

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHA.

2005-05-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

Gave school a miss today. Rashes are back. F. Here comes the bloody pain. Slept till 12pm. Dont scream at me people. Im sick. Wenta see the doctor. Got MC. Ate lunch, walked around hlm. Saw many familiar faces. I DIDN'T PON SCHOOL DAMN IT. JUST BELIEVE ME?

Oh thank you Angel, for making me breakfast, and i just have to miss school. I would know who you are tmr! Whoopie. Angel angel angel. Btw, the stupid toblerone melted. HAHA. I LIKE STILL, DONT WORRY. It's in the freezer :D

Friday no school. Yeeeeeha. Other schools, be jealous :D i wonder if the sport groups do well, will the school get a day off. HELL NO I'M SURE. Rah, this reminds me of the loss. Ytd, while going through the Agriculture test thing during class, i was reminded. Why. Cause that time when i was doing the test, it was during competition period. I wrote on the paper all the competitors we're gonna play with. PHS, CG, CCH. It brought back painful memories, very. We seriously shouldnt have underestimated PHS, but then again, it aint the doubles fault. On the other hand, Badmintoners have gotten their trophies. You're right, Suann, it hurts DAMN ALOT. But, we have to move on, am i right? Next year, we will bounce back, definitely :D I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT, PL TABLE TENNIS 2006!

Class got back Maths test alr. I failed. Nothing new. The only thing is that i feel i'm letting Ms Chew down. She's like the most encouraging teacher i've ever had, so far. She keeps encouraging, but i keep failing. I FEEL STUPID Y KNOW. I get so mega tired of failing. I tried, gave it my best shot, but who can see it when the fking results dont show a single bit. Enough of sad things.

It's so fun talking to Samantha Kwan Wei Ling online (: hahaha, she keeps saying i'm cute. LOL. That's not the only point of course, she makes me so happy :D

LAUGH OUT LOUD. THE SONG 'TUO DIAO' MAKES ME ROFLMAO. BY ALEX TO. WANT TO LAUGH, JUST ASK ME TO SEND YOU. I like 'Tong Hua' :) by Guang Liang. Wanna hear it, just ask me sing for you, no need to send :D I like chinese songs, no no, make that love. TEE HEE HEE.

2005-05-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

Why is everyone's blog using some kind of damn small & ugly font? It's an eyesore. Like you wanna read, but too small to see? Ugh. I dont want to enlarge, call me lazy. I CANT STAND IT! LOL. STUPID BLOG MUST HAVE REFORMATTED THE THING.

Have Lit to complete. I shouldn't have chose the Giraffe. Difficult alright! It's getting super hot again, i even perspire in aircon rooms. More pimples are coming out. Dont blame me if you see me looking in a mirror every now & then. I AM VAIN WHAT. LOL. OH, MY MIRROR CRACKED. And no, my looks didnt cause it to crack okay! Wahlao. It's in my wallet, think i dropped it :( i want a new one. Hint hint =D

I dreamt alot recently, during sleep. Duh. But the dreams are so weird x( Dreamt that bio got 16/20. If i got that, i would jump for joy, trust me. And for chem, it's like that K2CO3 (cant rmb) thing got wrong? The answer's C, but i chose B so Jillian's correct. Take note, this happened in a dream. Had a bloody sad dream as well. I woke up actually, due to Mom's loud voice. Was super angry she interrupted that dream, i wanted to know the ending badly so went back to sleep, hoping i would dream that dream again. And TADA, I DID. LOL. Maybe i shouldn't have gone back to sleep. It's redundant anyway. Why should i even care? You walked away, i walked away. We both did. forget it.

Tennis is the morning. Lol. People who play tennis, can play table tennis. But people who play table tennis cant play tennis for nuts. So, you get the picture? =D Played table tennis after that. Then bathed. My whole shirt dropped on the floor pls, IT BECAME SOAKED? I said shit super loud, guessed everyone heard. But they should have gotten the idea, when i came out in a wet tshirt. Heh.

Lit now. Printer out of ink. And nobody's printer's functioning. I dont bother to ask. =/ HOW TO PRINT? :(

2005-04-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

Am at Emeline's now. STAYOVER! Mum asked a thousand plus plus plus questions la. She thinks im going for a sleepover at her house with GUYS. WHY WOULD MY HOUSE HAVE GUYS?! That's Emeline. Lol. The only guy is her father -_- and maybe Maryanne too? HAHHAHA. Oh, she thanked me. Stupid woman. Watching Windstruck ltr. Planning not to sleep. And tmr i have STUDY SESSION AT EIGHT AM. Just punch me. Im having flu. Everyone is. Gahh.

Week ended. With major disappointments. SCREAMS. Maths & Chinese test. I just expect a pass. Slept through Bio lesson today. HAHA. Right after the abortion powerpoint. Was damn sick & scary. I AM NOT GOING FOR AN ABORTION. Oh, i drooled also. Hahaha. Not during the ppt , when i was sleeping :D Surprisingly, Mrs Han didnt scold or what? Actually, i dont dare to sleep during her lesson. Table-tennis teacher eh. She would prolly tell Kim. BUT i was really really tired.

Training ytd was okay. Talk by him was OKAY. EVERYTHING WAS OKAY. OH, HE LET US ATTACK! :D But as usual, i was pin pointed at again. Used to it. Cock. But the talk was like 2 hours i think. Worse than a lesson! Jillian was almost dying, Rachel's eyes were half closed, Juniors were blur, I WAS AWAKE. Haaa. Whoopie.

Hmm, went to hlm with Maryanne aftersch. Ate at yoshi. Told the auntie i didnt want sprite cause i thought it costed more! It came in a meal la? Lol. Then she huh-ed when i said i didnt want it. Hilarious shit. Walked around. Talked. Laughed. Commented on this girl's every actions. HAHAHA. Damn funny. It goes like this, as copied from Maryanne's blog.
-she's opening her bag
-she's taking out her wallet
-she's taking out something from her wallet
-she's still taking out things from her wallet
-she's digging her pocket
-she's digging her other pocket
-oh she's got no money
-she puts back the newspaper

Then we started laughing because it's really funny but end up she bought it. It was friday weekly. Joked about her cause 101% she's buying that newsppr just because of Sylvester Sim sim sim's face. Burgh.

113 home. Talked about kindergarten days. Yes and about my role as the whale in the graduation thingy. Cracked me & her up. Btw, i wasnt the whale, i only CARRIED it. Hahahah. Just like her, i miss the old days real badly. Sigh. Who wont?

GEOG TODAY WAS MEGA FUNNY. About Miss Ting's MAJOR characteristic. Lol, it isnt her height la for goodness sake. It's like super funny and alot of people were laughing & when Miss Ting said "if" and then paused for quite long, it sounded like "Eve" so Eve replied yes? LOL. And i realise sth, Miss Ting keeps looking at ME during lesson time! ROFLMAO. She even asked me why was i looking at her. Er, like hello, you started looking at ME first! Haha. Okay, i just take it as she crushes me huh ;)

Napfa next week with shuttlers & netballers plus paddlers. Let's help each other pass yes :D Science test next week as well. English too. Blah. Following week is WORSE.

honestly tell me that it's over

2005-04-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

Stupid casino decision thing. Like hello, confirm 100% will make? Cross my heart & hope to die. Maybe half of 2b2'05 may want it. LOL. Still remember last year? After exams that period. The friggin classroom became a gambling den! A small scale one. Hahaha. And they looked so addicted as well. Mad peeps. I couldnt remember what did i play though. Since im so upright :D OH. I WAS TAKING PICTURES WITH LOADS OF PEOPLE! HAHA. Self obsessed. I also played fruit machine with 2b1! Lol. Btw, everything happened last year, so that means i have a good memory! Haha.

Training today. It wasnt that bad as what i expected. Oh maybe it's partly because Kim didnt come? :D So trained ourselves. Blocked for Jillian. HA. FUNNNNEST I TELL YOU. She made me damn exhausted and ide we just lied on the ground. Flat. Played doubles with Rachel, whoopie. We're so gonna partner each other next year, and be better than Suann&Jillian! Wore my new shoes with Suann. Hahaha. For the last time, Audrey, mine doesnt look like sports shoes at all. And to Jillian, it isnt golf shoes either! HAHA. Suann's ones look like badminton shoes though! Haha.

For once, training wasnt as fun as last time. Seniors weren't around. It's so empty! Seniors, please come back and visit us? Evon, Jing, Michelle, Tangqian & Tanchun, Yingxiu, i miss every single one of you. No one is gonna spin the ball for me anymore! Then we cant train on that? Grumbles. It's actually quite fun ;)

Tuition after that. Sucked. Had liang ke ting xie. Quite okay. But i was with a PRIMARY ONE girl, damn it. All alone with her. She's quite irritating! )@*)(*$(#(%#(%#@#) !!! Morena, Melissa, Maryanne all couldnt make it. And they didnt bother telling me la. If not i'll pon it also! Smirks. It was so quiet. And i felt like sleeping cause no one was talking to me! Boring shit.

OH I LEFT OUT STH. IDPW WAS EXCEPTIONALLY FUN TODAY! HAHA. Cikgu teached us Malay! Whoo hoo. Now i can communicate with Su in her mother tongue! LOL. Let me teach you. My blog is now educational! Hahaha. AH. GUESS WHAT, I DIDNT BRING BACK THE PAPER! Darn. But but Eve and Ruis's pronounciation of those malay words were damn erotic and funny. It's really ROFLMAO! Just read Maryanne's blog. Uber funny. Go read the part where she said Eve's gonna bring her go have haircut. LOL. Btw, I WAS THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED HER TO IT! HAA :D

OH MY GOODNESS. I JUST READ SOMETHING FREAKING FUNNY FROM MARYANNE'S BLOG. READ THIS : Hugs or kisses and why?
HER ANSWER : hugs. kisses involves too much saliva.
Go laugh now please. That mad woman, next time if you get a bf, tell him you cant kiss. And if you get a husband, tell him you cant have children, cause you prefer hugs to kisses! LOL. No sexual intercourse what! Haha. This isnt sick okay, and im NOT high. This IS science. Sec 2 bio! :D SEE, TOLD YOU MY BLOG'S EDUCATIONAL!

2005-04-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

Whoopie! New blog.

Decided to have it ide so can jot down my whiney rants and let the whole world know about it.
Hahaha. And also didn't feel like blogging for a short while cause i was feeling real down. But i guess it has subsided already. The pain & everything. It sucks. Yeah yeah, just blame me for not being strong enough.

It really isnt PL'S year.

Seeing others play in TP Sports Hall, it just have to bring back the sorrow and everything.
Oh kcuf. Im gonna train so damn hard, gonna improve more than anyone else, and prove it to that old man. I must make it into the main team. I aint gonna rest for a year.

PL'S MAKING A COMEBACK IN 2006.
TABLE-TENNIS THAT IS.
WE WILL DO IT,
WE CAN,
WE MUST.
Let's knockout PHSS next year! =D

On top of that, school has been so stressing lately. All the homework, tests & shit.
History lesson on Friday was a killer. I was almost dying. Sitting beside the OHP sucks. Stupid hot air coming out. Partner* has been really helpful. I am really motivated. I hate it when we get back tests though. Haha. It's pressurising, damn it! I just want to beat you in some test, hopefully yes? That's Yours truly's longtime goal :D

Just bought Dodgeball VCD. HAHA. BRO BOUGHT IT. It's like stupid, just one scene more than the original movie screening & they deem it M18? So got broee to buy.
Dodge ; Duck ; Dip ; Dive & Dodge. Lmao. It still cracks me up hell alot.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Needta go do hmwk soon. And i havent studied for Chinese! Slap me. 11, 12, 13, 14.
There's Maths too. And Geog and Lit. And err, is there History? Lol, i dont think there is anyway. Yay yay, i blogged so much already. ACCOMPLISHMENT!

Btw, thanks SuAnn for doing my blog. BUT I DID THE LINKS AND TAGBOARD! Haha. Im not a computer idiot okay, to those who think i am. ( CHERLENE & LOUISA ) I just suck at PhotoShop! Alright, off to work. Let's cross fingers & hope i wont doze off. Training tomorrow. Dang. Im looking very forward to it. In fact, i'm anxious to know what Kim's gonna talk about. Bet my life he'll be lecturing us on Nationals. And about the shit i played that day, on and on and on. Okay, i should stop talking about it. Otherwise, it wont ever end. The thoughts are enough to last me a lifetime already. If you hear me talking about it,
just pinch or slap me, KINDLY.

Night.

SUANN INVADING!

2005-04-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO BUDDY.
I knw this blogskin isnt that nice.
When i get inspirations to do nicer ones, i will help you change it.
Cos currently im very tired.
Yes. Lol.
Rmb our t-t shoes! (:
See you on Mon!

-suann